Friday, April 15, 2005

the uneventful two weeks

hmm.. haven't blogged in quite a while.. still sick, made a major decision (twice), but how come i think its been an uber-uneventful two weeks..? maybe coz i don't really like what's happening, not the type that i'd look forward to sa ngayon, lalo na yung sakit ko na more than a week na.. anyway, come next week, it'll be better hopefully. TCP na kasi, we're going to Panglao, Bohol. first time ko doon and i intend to have fun.. 3 days din kami doon.. looking forward to the trip. the weekend after, sa 8 waves naman kami.. ocean adventure nga sana pero hindi pwede ang schedules namin. still, the weekend after that, sa Jonel naman kami. time to buy sunblock na, mukhang mahihirapan akong hindi mangitim sa mga outing na 'to..

anyway, week recap na.. things are slipping off my mind fast. uneventful, as i said. since the mall show, the highlight of my day is back to eating samba after lunch. PATHETIC.

last week:

monday: kwentuhan lang.. nothing much. kwento ko sa kanila yung nangyari sa mall show namin sa center.. with demo kaya natatawa sila, di pa rin makapaniwalang ginawa ko nga yung ginawa ko. i have to admit.. it still feels awkward kasi nasa office pero its not like im gonna finish the song dito.. demo ko lang yung aking gigantic slip-up. oh, and today sofgen called na, from what i gleaned during the conversation, ok na ata. paalam na daw ako dito.. ewan.. rattled ako ng araw na to.. as usual.. dahil dun. iniisip ko na lang not to tell mama kasi makulit yun, she wants me to go for it. ako hindi ko alam, pero she can be irritating and annoying to a fault, and i want none of the unsolicited nags.. i want to make the decision on my own. its my life anyway, i'll be the one living out my decision. so i want others out of it as much as possible.

tuesday to wednesday: wala lang.. working.. still on the dilemma that i was in.. these two days, mejo may sakit na ako, pero generally i can still work.. pero masama na pakiramdam ko whenever i get home. these days, i sleep almost 8 hours a day, a far cry from the usual 4 hour sleep i get. wednesday napapansin nang may sakit ako, and mejo masakit na ulo ko nito.. but still bearable..

thursday, friday: sick leave na ako.. nilagnat na ako ng thursday morning. i basically sleep the whole day and eat nothing sa mga araw na to. thursday night, muntik na daw akong ma-convulsion.. pero ok naman.. basta yun.. para akong di maubus-ubusan ng antok sa mga araw na to..

weekend: ganun pa rin.. a little different ata, pero wala tulog pa rin. sunday, umalis si mama saka si kaye.. outing sa Jonel. ako pinapunta sa SM to get the blouse na pina-alter to fit. hapon na ako umalis.. uwi din kaagad.. i remember upon reaching SM kain ako kaagad, was craving for soup kasi.. pero dahil sa sipon wala naman lasa lahat ng kainin ko.. nakita ko pa sina tita naila sa SM.. she was asking me kung bakit daw ako gumagala mag-isa, wala daw akong date? kelan pa nagkaron ng requirement na may date dapat pag nasa SM? ganun na ba ang mundo ngayon?

monday: pumasok na ako, though sick pa rin. may ISG cascade kasi ng hapon, and people might think i'm just resting, or worse, job hunting. boss recommended na mag-leave ako ulit if i wasn't feeling too well. i passed the morning just fine. i brought my things na in the afternoon, pero my remaining amazon items arrived later in the afternoon kaya bumalik ako sa office.

tuesday & wednesday: sick leave ako. feeling better pero ayun, bad pa rin.. i got my transcript of records ng wednesday morning. i went to national bookstore and tower records sa quezon avenue after, there i got myself "breakfast at tiffany's" DVD and the too elusive R2K minus one.. mura pa dun.. i got the R2K for 85 lang. yung tiffany's R3 naman, so its understandable.. the R1 retails for $10 din ata sa amazon pero wala pang shipping yun. pare-pareho lang naman yun e.. uwi na rin ako after.

kahapon, pasok na ako, ngayon din.

oh, about the decision, i decided to decline the sofgen offer na.. matapos ang matagalang pag-iisip. i sent the email ng tuesday night, they called me ng wednesday noon to ask me to reconsider my decision.. i said i'd try, pero again fired the email ng wednesday night. not right now. i don't want to take such moves right now. i'm still happy (though sometimes i'm not) with where i am and what i am doing (collectively, not just in smart) and i don't want to leave them all behind, not right now. so there..

still waiting for my 6630.. darating pa kaya yun? may 6680 na wala pa yun hanggang ngayon.. hanggang kelan kaya kami maghihintay? bibili na lang talaga ako ng MP3 pag june na wala pa yung mp3. o makapag-level 2 na.. hehehe.

ang recital tarpaulin namin sa center for pop andun na daw.. hindi ko pa nga nakukuha e.. walang time to troop there.. may *atraso* pa sa akin si coach, pero tingin ko hindi naman nya sinadya, hindi naman sya tipong ganon e. kasi she lost the money rhea asked her to give me. i told her not to think about it muna.. saka na lang.. hindi pa naman ako mamamatay pag hindi ko nakuha yun. syempre kukunin ko, pero no rush. at least sya nagsasabi, hindi kagaya nung isa na nagpa-load ng 300 tapos hindi na nagbayad.. openly saying na libre na lang daw.. huwaat? si coach dynes ok lang, mabait naman sya and sa kanya pinakamalaki ang utang ko, saka friend ko naman sya, so ok lang.

ngayon, still working.. mamaya baka maaga akong umalis.. buying something in SM. its almost lunch time, waiting for my BK beef steak.. yummy!

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