ganun pala..

hmm.. i'm meeting with my recital buddies tomorrow night.. still thinking over what to wear.. i am sure thinking about not going.. sunday yun noh.. i've got work the next day.. but my recital-missing self makes me think otherwise.. baka di na maulit ito.. thinking about bringing my digicam to snap up photos which i should have done last Sunday pa.. buying AA batteries tonight or tomorrow morning siguro..

anyway, just had a realization. i thought only the really good ones there are offered opportunities for concerts etc. but there's one semi-tone-deaf girl there who's being offered one?? grabe.. theirs truly is business. whoever has the moolah to spend, they'll build em up. who cares if they're not that good? what's important is the business they'll be getting. sabi ni rhea they'll inform me daw about the place (and the approximate cost), july is too far daw for coach JV.. ewan. siguro this is not meant for me yet.

as i said to mabs yesterday, asking the question on whether spending for this is worth it?
"my left brain says its not, my right brain says it is. my heart is neutral"

ang gastos ko na.. still waiting for the 6630 to arrive. still undecided on whether or not to sell it or keep it and sell my T610 instead.. wala pa naman so ok lang. the guy i was buying starbucks planners from contacted me last night, mabs, ann and me are buying one each. beats having to down 21 starbucks drinks to get a planner.