Wednesday, March 09, 2005

the gimik.. and the unexpected job interview

hmm.. tuesday pa lang ngayon, feeling ko ang tagal na nung sunday night. comedy ito sobra.

nakakatuwa kasi mga 5:30 ata naligo na ako. prior to that, internet muna. sabi ni rhea ng morning makakasama daw si coach mayo sa amin.. at di naman daw nagrereply si coach dynes. tinext ko, dedma rin. dinaan ko kay coach yen. may sakit daw si coach dynes and JV, nasa batangas si coach louie. maimagine ko ang hassle nito sa center.. si coach lye, coach yen and coach mayo lang ang natira..?

ayun.. PC muna ako (nag attempt mag trabaho) bago natulog. mejo nagising ako nung nag text si jaena, natupad na daw ang wish ko, endorser na ng TNT si papa john lloyd. mamaya ligo na rin ako.. nagbihis. suot ko yung pinang-practicum ko and the pants na sinuot ko nung opening namin ng chocolate. ang tagal ko pa bago nakaalis.. isusuot ko pa sana yung hoop earrings na pinang-madonna ko kaya lang parang masyadong malandi, baka sabihin kinarir ko ang pagpunta dun. next time na lang. nag-attempt pa ako to wear blush.. ok lang.. naglagay talaga.. mga 15 minutes before 8 na ako umalis. pagdating ko ng quezon avenue, daan muna ako ng convenience store kasi bili ako ng battery para sa digicam na hindi ko naman nagamit. papunta dun, nag text si jason na nasa galleria pa. hindi pa daw sila nagkikita ni rhea.. wtf?!? e past 8 na nun. i decided to stay in the store muna, baka kasi hindi ako tanggapin ng taxi kung sa timog lang ako pupunta from SM north. mamaya tawag si jason. nasa SM daw si allen, mag meet daw muna kami.

ngek! so pumunta muna ko ng SM. nakita ko rin si allen. fun din pala syang kausap, kaya lang baklang bakla nga. may comedy pa kami nung pasakay na ng taxi, nadulas ako, natanggal ang takong nung heels ko.. grabe disgrace to the max, pero pinagtawanan lang namin tapos inalis yung takong nung kabilang shoe. tawanan na lang talaga.. habang chika to the max din. sa padi's araneta na lang kami nagpunta. pagdating namin dun, tinutulungan nya akong maglakad (he is, in some respects, a guy after all) kasi may mga pako yung sapatos.. sa padi's tinext namin si jason na imeet kami dun sa labas.. nasa chowking pala, nagdinner. nag CR muna sya pagkadating, ako din nag CR para alisin yung mga pako. ayun chika chika lang kami. si rhea, si jason and si coach mayo pa lang yung dumating.

kakaaliw sila, may kanya kanyang audition stories kasi. si coach mayo, pinoy pop superstar. si jason, star in a million. si rhea, stardance. si allen, sing galing.. ako lang ang wala. nakakatuwa.. kinakarir talaga. pero masaya. after nun punta na kaming padi's.. later dumating na rin si anne. si allen di nainom, bad for the voice daw.. ako hindi rin dapat, pero napilitan na lang dahil kay rhea.. nagshare na lang kami ni allen dun sa clubhouse sandwich.. natatawa si coach mayo.. dapat daw sa gym na lang kami gumimik. ayun kwentuhan.. minsan nasayaw din kami.. natatawa si rhea sa akin pag minsan nilalandian ko yung sayaw ko.. kaya lang ampapangit nung mga tao.. meron dun na parang mascot, actually dalawa sila.. parehong comedy sumayaw talaga.. basta puro baklang pangit, merong parang anak ng mag-asawang kabayo at baboy.. merong naka-camison lang, pero singlaki ng hita ko yung braso.. basta ampapangit.. si rhea go na go sumayaw talaga.. mejo seductive nga lang kaya napapatingin yung mga tao.. pero ok lang. nung una ayaw maniwala ni anne na first time kong gumimik nang ganun.. hangga't may situation na na-exhibit ang pagka-ignorante ko talaga.. hahaha. napanood ko rin yung video nya nung madonna, though sobrang unclear. nakakatuwa. sana makahingi ako ng copy.

si mama tumatawag na 10:30 pa lang.. sabi ko may kasabay akong pauwi, pero si rhea makikitulog kina anne kasi di sya nagpaalam. mga 12:40 na rin ako umalis.. sabay na rin kami ni allen though sinakay nya lang ako ng taxi. sandali lang nasa bahay na rin ako.. pag uwi ko sabi ni mama amoy sigarilyo daw ako.. akala ko beer yung maaamoy nya, e yun yung ininom ko. di ko nga alam kung pano ako nangamoy sigarilyo e wala naman akong maalalang nakitang smoker among us and around us.

ayun.. mga 1am na rin ako natulog.. pero maaga pa rin akong nagising. monday was quite abnormal, in the sense that trabaho ako kaagad when i arrived. around 11am, may tumawag. ako naman sinagot ko yung tawag habang nasa cubicle. sinong tumawag?

yung company na sobrang winish kong tawagan ako last year, kapareho ng HP. meron daw ulit opening. ini-invite ako for interview. oh man.. umalis ako sa area ko.. kinausap ko to find particulars. i considered saying na employed na ako, i'm sorry. pero thinking about the perks there na nalaman ko before, i found it difficult to do. for the record, this is the first employer which i entertained after being hired. ayun.. i confirmed a date na rin with them. i told jaena over lunch, she recommended that i go for it. mama told me to go for it. ate logs told me to go for it.

i went for it. just this morning. i filed a leave kahapon.. stating personal matters. sabi ni mama mag makeup daw ako.. i considered doing it, but later hesitated. i got two job offers without putting a thing on my face to conceal things. if this company isn't going to hire me because of pimples, they are, clearly, not worth my time.

i didn't look for it. it just presented itself infront of me. to think, i have accepted that they are not the least bit interested in hiring me. sure, i was talking about the perks that i know that the employees there are having, pero heck. that, for me is one reason why i went for it. maybe it presented itself to tell me i have other opportunities aside from smart. maybe to tell me that i am in a way better company, compared to others. maybe to make me appreciate my company more. maybe to tell me i deserve something better that where i am today. only God knows why Ms. Lani called me up. if there really is a reason, it would show itself. sa ngayon, i'm clueless. but i don't want to be trapped into thinking what would have happened had i taken that opportunity.

i am not even sure if i wanted that interview to be successful. i was texting mama and jaena kanina, i don't even know if i should be there. bahala na. rating myself on how i think i did on that interview, i didn't do as well as I would think is the best possible way. but weighing between the positive and negative, its leaning more on the positive side. as to how positive that would be compared to the other candidates, i have yet to know.

sabi nung last interviewer, the technical one, expect a call daw within this week or next week. if ever daw na tawagan ako, hiring interview na daw yun, with his supervisor. follow up daw if i don't hear from them. i dunno if that's a good sign or not. ewan.. i answered the technical questions quite well naman. its the behavioral which always gives me the jitters.

basta Lord, bahala na po kayo..

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