you'll know the results on your next session..
wahh.. napa-praning na ko..
yesterday was my CPMP evaluation for PH class.. thursday pa lang, as i was practicing, naiisip ko nang wag munang tumuloy, kasi nahihirapan pa rin ako (mas mahirap sa bahay, wala kasing nagco-correct). more or less, gusto ko, pagpunta ko don, confident na ako sa gagawin ko.. pero sunday came, i was able to do it na, pero nasablay pa rin sa isang part, di ako maka-buwelo kasi sa breathing. yun na lang. nung hapon, i decided to do it, no matter what the outcome. kala ko late na ko.. pero i arrived 4pm sharp.
andun si coach louie and coach yen, and another one.. yung kamukha ni coach JV. later i learned that he's coach mayo. binigay ni coach yen yung classcard ko, coach louie asked me kung PH na daw ako.. i said no. coach yen told him na modulation na ako nun. upo muna ko.. nagme-memorize pa rin ng basic performance pointers.. ang dami naman kasi.. may dalawang bata pa dun na anak ata ni manang na nagbebenta malapit.
later, tinanong ako ni coach louie kung nagre-review daw ako.. i told him na wala pa ako nung triangle of voice quality.. binigay nya na sa akin, basta triangle daw yun na 6 levels, ibang quality per level.. kasama sa exam.. (naging leakage tuloy, hahaha. kasama sya sa exam). may hinanap pa sya ng konti.. he gave me some tips din. si coach yen naman later tinanong rin ako kung memorize ko na lahat.. sabi ko duling na ako sa dami. hehehe. sabi ni coach louie, hintay lang daw muna ko, wala pa naman daw yung mag-e-evaluate sa akin, as it turned out later, hindi pala sya.
tapos yun. around 4:30, may dumating na isang girl, kasama ang mama nya. kasama ko dun sa AVR, pero ako nag-e-exam. later may isa pang girl na dumating. after nilang magkantahan, lessons na nila. basic performance. natawa pa ako kasi yun yung exam ko.. sabi ko kay coach yen "coach, tago mo naman yan..". she made me transfer to the MPH muna tapos naka on ang radio dahil audible pa rin sila.
ang sarap mangopya, tempting, pero di ko naman ginawa. hehehe. iwan daw ba kasi akong mag-isa habang nag-e-exam, with all my stuff with me, including my notes.
yung exam.. puro enumeration, then isang explanation tapos may essay. madali lang, pero there were things na parang hindi ko pa na-encounter before. hinulaan ko na lang.. :)
i returned to the AVR nung nagra-round 2 na sila. upo lang muna ko sa room at naghintay. they finished early, mga 6pm, dalawang students lang kasi. i was made to stay for modulation. si coach yen ang naghandle. in fairness, i am beginning to see the lighter side of her. nagpapatawa na sya, and since ako lang yung student non, i have begun to appreciate her a bit more. kasi nga dati mejo aloof sya kaya parang medyo mataray and dating sa akin. ayun modulation.. ok naman, parang chest tones din. after ng lesson, i was to sing the song again, this time applying modulation. ok naman daw, very good.. sabi ni coach yen. sumasablay pa rin ako sa aking problem part. by that time, akala next time na yung evaluation kasi 6:30. pero hindi.. the same day. si coach mayo ang mag-evaluate.
that was the first time na magiging coach ko sya, for evaluation pa. and to be frank, takot ako.
ayun, coach yen called coach mayo and introduced me. kaya lang nagkaron bigla ng tao sa MPH. sabi ni coach mayo dun na lang daw ako mag perform para may audience. (?!?!?!?!) nangilabot na ko non.. andami kasing tao sa MPH.
ayun.. kanta.. nanginginig ako.. pero ewan ko kung ganon ka-halata. the bad part was, sumablay na naman ako sa aking sablay part.. that might spell everything.. after that, sabi malalaman ko daw ang results sa next session, sa likod ng classcard.
as for me, i tried everything i could muster out of myself nung panahon na yon.. pero kinabahan talaga ako sa tao (what's new?) and the mere fact na evaluation nga yun. kung normal session lang, keri. but its the awareness that you're being evaluated, and the possibility of failing.. it gave me the jitters. ako mismo hindi masyadong satisfied sa ginawa ko, i know i could have done better. sana lang, sana lang, pumasa na ako..
kailangan ko talagang kapalan na ang mukha ko. if ever bagsak, retry.. retry ulit if necessary. pero sana.. sana.. sana.. sana po pumasa na ako..
baka sa wednesday pumunta ko pag wala masyadong trabaho.. para kung sablay, i could be re-evaluated on sunday. kung yes, at least waiting has ended na, at i could rejoice. but that still depends kung maraming trabaho.. sana makatakas ako.
waiting is killing me.. praning na ako.
yesterday was my CPMP evaluation for PH class.. thursday pa lang, as i was practicing, naiisip ko nang wag munang tumuloy, kasi nahihirapan pa rin ako (mas mahirap sa bahay, wala kasing nagco-correct). more or less, gusto ko, pagpunta ko don, confident na ako sa gagawin ko.. pero sunday came, i was able to do it na, pero nasablay pa rin sa isang part, di ako maka-buwelo kasi sa breathing. yun na lang. nung hapon, i decided to do it, no matter what the outcome. kala ko late na ko.. pero i arrived 4pm sharp.
andun si coach louie and coach yen, and another one.. yung kamukha ni coach JV. later i learned that he's coach mayo. binigay ni coach yen yung classcard ko, coach louie asked me kung PH na daw ako.. i said no. coach yen told him na modulation na ako nun. upo muna ko.. nagme-memorize pa rin ng basic performance pointers.. ang dami naman kasi.. may dalawang bata pa dun na anak ata ni manang na nagbebenta malapit.
later, tinanong ako ni coach louie kung nagre-review daw ako.. i told him na wala pa ako nung triangle of voice quality.. binigay nya na sa akin, basta triangle daw yun na 6 levels, ibang quality per level.. kasama sa exam.. (naging leakage tuloy, hahaha. kasama sya sa exam). may hinanap pa sya ng konti.. he gave me some tips din. si coach yen naman later tinanong rin ako kung memorize ko na lahat.. sabi ko duling na ako sa dami. hehehe. sabi ni coach louie, hintay lang daw muna ko, wala pa naman daw yung mag-e-evaluate sa akin, as it turned out later, hindi pala sya.
tapos yun. around 4:30, may dumating na isang girl, kasama ang mama nya. kasama ko dun sa AVR, pero ako nag-e-exam. later may isa pang girl na dumating. after nilang magkantahan, lessons na nila. basic performance. natawa pa ako kasi yun yung exam ko.. sabi ko kay coach yen "coach, tago mo naman yan..". she made me transfer to the MPH muna tapos naka on ang radio dahil audible pa rin sila.
ang sarap mangopya, tempting, pero di ko naman ginawa. hehehe. iwan daw ba kasi akong mag-isa habang nag-e-exam, with all my stuff with me, including my notes.
yung exam.. puro enumeration, then isang explanation tapos may essay. madali lang, pero there were things na parang hindi ko pa na-encounter before. hinulaan ko na lang.. :)
i returned to the AVR nung nagra-round 2 na sila. upo lang muna ko sa room at naghintay. they finished early, mga 6pm, dalawang students lang kasi. i was made to stay for modulation. si coach yen ang naghandle. in fairness, i am beginning to see the lighter side of her. nagpapatawa na sya, and since ako lang yung student non, i have begun to appreciate her a bit more. kasi nga dati mejo aloof sya kaya parang medyo mataray and dating sa akin. ayun modulation.. ok naman, parang chest tones din. after ng lesson, i was to sing the song again, this time applying modulation. ok naman daw, very good.. sabi ni coach yen. sumasablay pa rin ako sa aking problem part. by that time, akala next time na yung evaluation kasi 6:30. pero hindi.. the same day. si coach mayo ang mag-evaluate.
that was the first time na magiging coach ko sya, for evaluation pa. and to be frank, takot ako.
ayun, coach yen called coach mayo and introduced me. kaya lang nagkaron bigla ng tao sa MPH. sabi ni coach mayo dun na lang daw ako mag perform para may audience. (?!?!?!?!) nangilabot na ko non.. andami kasing tao sa MPH.
ayun.. kanta.. nanginginig ako.. pero ewan ko kung ganon ka-halata. the bad part was, sumablay na naman ako sa aking sablay part.. that might spell everything.. after that, sabi malalaman ko daw ang results sa next session, sa likod ng classcard.
as for me, i tried everything i could muster out of myself nung panahon na yon.. pero kinabahan talaga ako sa tao (what's new?) and the mere fact na evaluation nga yun. kung normal session lang, keri. but its the awareness that you're being evaluated, and the possibility of failing.. it gave me the jitters. ako mismo hindi masyadong satisfied sa ginawa ko, i know i could have done better. sana lang, sana lang, pumasa na ako..
kailangan ko talagang kapalan na ang mukha ko. if ever bagsak, retry.. retry ulit if necessary. pero sana.. sana.. sana.. sana po pumasa na ako..
baka sa wednesday pumunta ko pag wala masyadong trabaho.. para kung sablay, i could be re-evaluated on sunday. kung yes, at least waiting has ended na, at i could rejoice. but that still depends kung maraming trabaho.. sana makatakas ako.
waiting is killing me.. praning na ako.
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