pissed off.. stupid me

i'm pissed off.. i feel so stupid.. it takes me toooo long to do things i should be able to do in a snap.. hell.. now, once more, i'm going on overtime.. going home late never was fun.. and it surely doesn't look like fun right now..

oh, and the only thing fun about overtime is the pay of course.. and having the whole office mostly to yourself.. people can be very distracting at times, and there are a lot of times i want to work alone on my programs...

i wish i could finish this week alive and kicking..

ann is having her QA and UAT test right now.. it lookd scary, with almost 6 people watching, commenting, and criticizing.. it might scare the hell out of me if i was her..

i hate esmie, i saw her again last friday, and i have to admit, it wasn't a good feeling watching your then nemesis walk by.. if i had the guts i would have slapped her.. or something else.. but there i was, thinking "who is she? i think i know her.." while she passed, and by the time i figured everything out, she was a good distance away.. i don't like her.. i thought i had forgiven her.. maybe i did, or not, not until i have given her a taste of her own medicine..

my friends are pretty OK right now.. ivy and peachy are both working now, and sugar and spice, though i haven't seen them for quite some time, are pretty much fine as well. we'll see each other on dang's birthday though.. and that will surely be a blast..

finally had a gmail account, i wish i had another one, but Gmail had already stopped giving away invites.. good thing i managed to snag one before they stopped..

mommy finally allowed me to enroll at Center for Pop.. i'll take care of that once I manage to go on a Vacation Leave.. to get everything.. i still need to go to NBI, to UP, and a ton more.. and enroll of course.. she didn't really approve of the idea, but she let me anyway.. that's good enough..

pretty long blog.. someone might catch me.. gotta go.