Is there something wrong with me if...?

sometimes i tend to wonder.. is there something wrong with you if you're 20 and you're single since birth? not the type who is single because she has turned down every single guy who wooed her.. but because no one (made a mistake) of doing so..

in this world that i'm in, people tend to value beauty a lot.. i don't consider myself beautiful, much less attractive. before, i didn't bother with such aspects, but now, i'm starting to wonder whether there is indeed something wrong with me..

i'm good with people, though i have to admit that i don't bond ir associate with guys that much.. quite aloof maybe. there's something with the word "flirt" that i don't want to be associated with.. maybe a little bit of shyness sets in as well.. confidence factor.. hmm.. not that high

after seeing that my cousin who is 7 years younger than I am already has a *special someone*.. me now starts to think.. i know its not something you rush.. its not something that you ask for.. but something which comes at the right time, but could it be that something is indeed wrong with me?

bear with me.. just thought of writing my thoughts.. =)