concert na sila.. inggit ata ako..

kahapon nag-miss call si micah, i texted her.. tapos nag-miss call din si anne.. matagal nga mag-miss call akala ko natawag na. galing daw xa ng center.. meeting for major concert. i have to admit.. nainggit ako.. sina rhea, mike, allen and jason yung kasama nya. it turned out, sinama lang sya ni coach dynes sa meeting.. not really a choice of who shone on the recital or not. pero si rhea tinawagan talaga sa bahay nya. masama ba ang loob ko na di ako na-contact for the concert..? happy ako for them, pero as to masama ang loob, i don't know. wala na naman akong remaining sessions and they don't have a hell of an idea kung tutuloy pa ako ng level 2 or not. maybe that's why.. or i just didn't cut it, i didn't do as well as i thought i did? ewan ko.. pero di ko rin naman siguro itutuloy yun if ever (though its good kung ma-consider ka, like rhea).. ang mahal, 40+K daw each.. akala ko nun for the concert fee, hati-hati yung mga participants.. hell no.. super gastos din pala.. andami ko pang gustong bilhin, aralin to spend my money on something like that.. i have to admit parang masaya mag-concert, bonding todo yun tapos mga co-recitalists ko pa yung kasama ko, magastos naman sobra.

nood ako ng amazing race kagabi.. though on and off.. kinakausap kasi ako ni mama.. yung plus size guys yung na-eliminate.. i also asked for permission from mama dun sa musical theater.. ako daw ang bahala.. pero she's concerned na baka sobrang late nang umuwi.. mukhang okay lang naman yun.. tapos ka-text ko din si anne.. mejo disappointed sa crush nya.. pero baka daw hindi sya tumuloy dun sa concert.. mag level 2 na lang sya after her sessions.. interested din dun sa musical theater.. gusto ko ngang isama.. para may kasabay din ako pag nagse-session.. saka pauwi.. hehehe.

late na naman ako ngayon.. sobrang traffic kanina (though mejo late din akong umalis.. pero not that late).. kanina tinext ko si jason congratulating him for the concert opportunity given.. ang reply e tungkol sa lakad sa weekend.. sunday na daw.. baka gabi. hayy.. lumilipas na ata ang crush ko sa kanya..

anyway, messaged a user kahapon sa BNC about the 6630 that i'm currently leaning to sell.. tinatanong ngayon how much i'm gonna sell it for.. still thinking it over.. 25K would be nice (10K no sweat..), kung kakagat yung buyer.. mabs here is offering to buy it for 20 to 25K.. kakahiya naman, she knows the price i bought it with e.. hindi ako masyadong makakatubo kung sa friend.. kung kay mama naman, wala talagang tubo.. as in sha na ang bibili.. sa totoo lang undecided pa rin ako.. parang gusto ko na akin na lang yung fone.. pero depende rin.. bahala na.. if i fall in love with it the moment i see it (soon sana).. then things can change..

makapag-level 2 na kaya..? kaya lang gastos na naman ito.. hindi ko rin maaasikaso dahil sa musical theater na parang excited na excited na ako to take.. would it be better..

musical theater OR center for pop?
musical theater AND center for pop?
musical theater THEN center for pop?

hirap mag-decide.. if only i had the moolah, and the luxury of time, i'd go for both.. concert? chicken lang yung kung may pera.. unfortunately.. i work for my money.

esep esep..